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Lee San Come Back

Had been worrying for the whole day n night ytd... i waited for lee san's news, waited n waited.... suddenly felt super worried n started msging everyone for news...... tis morning, i still had hope to receive lee san's good news..... waited n waited again... we were still strong n hopeful, but when we saw lee san, i saw her face n i just felt tears welling up. i tried to be strong, but the other gals started crying.... see ppl crying will make me wanna cry too..... but lee san seemed strong n therefore we had to be strong too!!! we cant cry!!! hav been feeling down all day, but kept telling myself to remain optimistic... she will be just across the road, n we can go find her anytime, better than me n felicia, we are so far away form each other. as i was feeling better, stupid JZ's fault, wrote such sentimental stuff in his blog that made me feel down again.... all his fault... lee san, come back!!! we all miss u!!!!! i dun noe why im feeling all these emotions, but your presence had seemed to liven up our day.....


Everyone seems to be having a tough time, y m i feeling this again???
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Release of posting results

today was the release of the posting results.... worried for my friends.... dunno if they can stay or not.... LS got posted out n i really wish that she can come back after she appeal. *cross my fingers* if (touch wood) anything happens, i surely going to miss her.... our tissue supplier, my nanny, as well as 'entertainer' (haha) anywae, lessons ended at 12pm n the 7 of us went out to hav sth to munch. went bugis n we all ate deSSErts!!!!! yummy!!!!! the ice-kachang was super big n tall that i had difficulty finishing it!! later we went to take our long-awaited neo-PRINT!!! yay!!!!!! it was very fun, cos can take 21 shots but choose 6 shots onli. so we kept rotating our positions, posed with 21 different poses n so on. haha, but in the end they did not act cute!!!

by the way, think i noe wat colour niang likes already. think he likes green!! just like green guy, haha!!! think shuld be green, cos he wore green shirt, he wore green shoes, n his headphone is also green in colour!!!! cannot be wrong... n he likes adidas too, always seen wearing adidas stuff n even went to the adidas fair. haha, too bad im not there...
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emotions explosion

another day with complicated feelings.... a series of things just jumbled up my thoughts n emotions...... firstly, my dream... it seems so hard to fulfill.... if onli i hav the money to pay for it myself....i dun dare to ask my mum abt it again.i really hope, i can go for my dream, i hope i can do wat i wish to do... next, sigh.... the complications comes..... the complicated emotions r here again... i dun noe if i shuld feel pissed, mayb im just frustrated, or mayb i pissed with myself, mayb im dissatisfied with myself, but that's me??? how can i change me??? it is so difficult to change it???i wish i can hav someone to tok to regarding my feelings, but who can i tok to?? will they understand me? will they understand how i feel?? someone.... save me....
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We are one big family

yay, got a mother today, n got a brother too!! yay, finally got a gor gor!! since young i hav been yearning for an elder brother. being the eldest child, i always hav to take care of my siblings, but i wish someone to take care of me too!!! So with my new mother n brother, i wont feel lonely anymore!! haha!!! oh yea, got another elder brother too, but dun noe if he noes it, n dun noe if he noes it, haha.... but still happy i got brothers now!!! :) anywae, tot i can go for the individual karaoke class which my teacher had recommended me to go for, but now it seems quite impossible... i really wish that i can go for it but mayb it is a bit too ex.... quite sad when i get to know that i cant learn or do what i wish to do, n felt quite depressed knowing that i cant fulfill my dream....
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~Inspirations~

Hav been slacking the whole day long... feel so guilty for not doing homework... but no mood ma, can't help. but today i had been inspired three times!!!! first of all, inspired by the anime: NUBE, although you might be poor, but u shuld still be happy as happiness is the most important thing of. You still hav your friends n family with you, if you had lost all your money, it does not mean u lost everything in your life. Life can still carry on with happiness. Next, watched guang liang's mv today: tong hua. although it is not my first time to watch it, but this time when i watched it, i was really touched! the song is super nice n touching, together with the storyline, it is made me feel so touched that i cried!! i dun noe why i cried, but i just sat there, watched the mv n my tears just rolled down like that. shuld go watch it, ppl! went to watch Lemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events. The storyline is also equally inspiring! And the little girl: sunny is so cute!! Kawaiii!!!! haha... anywae, im excited for tmr plans!! i will get to sing karaoke in the morning, then go market to buy food for the BBQ tmr, then go janice hse for a swim!!! yay!! long time nv swim liao... haha, think we will hav a fun time tmr!!!! n lots of good food too!!!!
Btw, shall continue with my ranking:
1st: games alert
2nd: kangeroo
3rd: green guy (i giv sara face one, but after the band concert, can tell he like very ren zhen, tt's y i rank him 3rd)
4th: niang (sad, i actually forget niang, but anyway, he will be fourth then, although he might be gay, but still must giv him a good rank)
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Shopping Spree

It is Friday again!!! end of another week!!! End of term 1! Start of the hols!!!!!!! Dun feel like starting on my work though, but if i continue to slack, sure die one for next term... Btw, today went out with Germaine to get her clothes (or just tee-shirt). oh man, i never had such difficulties finding a tee-shirt!!! but i guess Germaine has very high expectations n taste.... shopped the whole far east plaza n yet could not find a suitable tee-shirt!!!! im not the one shopping n yet i got one blouse!!!!!!! i can never control n stop myself from buying if i go shopping!!!! Later went searching for shoes with Sara n ShengQi. We walked down the whole stretch of Orchard Road n yet still cant find their shoes!!!! Think they hav high expectations too... Eventually they found a nice pair at Bugis... we were super exhausted and my feet hurts!!! And yet i still hav to go for jap class!!! so tiring!!!!
Anywae, i came up with tis poem on our way home:
Mr Koh is so 'cold'
With the jokes he told,
Which makes the temp so low,
That freezes a hole,
In LT front row.
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My emotion support

I guess everyone has their own idols, especially common for teens. but often, all these fantasizing over pop idols n stuff just fade away as time passes... 5566 had brought the whole group of us together, it has provided us with happiness, excitement, fond memories of friendship etc. however, slowly i realised tt my friends are gradually forgetting them. well it may seems natural, since all of us had moved up to JC level, more or less, we are in the process of maturing. but i would never forget my idols. they are not merely just my pop idols, like how teenage gals adore them, instead, they are just like my saviours, my god, my support....

They had led me to open up, they had taught me how to express my emotions n thoughts better to ppl around me. I had learnt to be brave towards my challenges, be brave to like what i like, be brave to like who i like, be brave to do what i desire, and also be brave to do what i fear....

He, one who is very important to me. Even though he may not know who i am, or even my exsistence, but he has given me only fond memories n no bad memories. Guess in this world, he is the only one who would never make me sad, make me cry, or make me feel down. whenever, i feel depressed, or when i feel no one's there for me, he would always be my emotional support. Giving me the courage, giving me hope. During these two years, it had been his support tt had pulled me through the hard times. How i wish to thank him, thank him with all my heart...

i wish i can return to the past, i realise i hate growing up.... growing up means u have to wake up from your past dreams n fantasies... having to realise the practicality of the reality world. i just wish to remain in my world adoring him, cos the reality world seems far to harsh for me to survive. mayb i can treat my own little world as a bomb-shelter, able to hide inside, away from the reality whenever i feel i cant breathe from the pressure around me...

Troubles n problems seem to be never-ending, always thinking tomorrow will be a better day but eventually it turns out not as well... but i still believe that sunshine comes after the rain... miracles do happen.

Anyway, i wuld never ever forget this phrase that my secondary sch principal had told us: For everything that happens, the god(im a buddhist anw...) or heaven has a reason for it. keep on believing that bliss comes after the problem
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Tired...Sick....Troubled....

OMGGGG!!! im super duper tired n exhausted today!!! Dance n dance n dance n dance..... PE dance, MAD also dance... my arms r breaking, my bones r shattering, i cant even lift up my arms!!!!! help me, im sick!!!!! so sick!!!! sneezed like 8 times in a row.... cant imagine tt. Hope tmr will be a brand new day.. hope evryone will be happy people n stop worying abt their troubles...
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